You're Worth Knowing
A podcast that gets to the bottom of social anxiety (why it holds us back, how it does so, and what we can do about it) so that you get to the top where you believe you’re worth knowing.
The truth is that social anxiety can permeate all areas of your life to the point where you no longer know where “you” begin and where your “social anxiety” ends.
Here are some of the topics I'm going to cover in this podcast:
- Cognitive distortions & how they affect your social anxiety
- Triggers and safety behaviors
- The different types of social anxiety
- Myths we're holding on to
As much as possible, I combine first-hand experience and my own journey with social anxiety with evidence-based studies and research.
My hope with this podcast is that you’re empowered to show up comfortably and confidently as you, whatever that looks like, at any moment.
You're Worth Knowing
The 4 types of social anxiety
I wanted to start this podcast by discussing the four types of social anxiety. Why? Because it's multifaceted. Sometimes social anxiety will glare you in the face, and sometimes it will be inconspicuous.
I want to make sure that you have the knowledge to identify which. type of social anxiety you're running into at any given moment. And I think once you have that knowledge and understanding, you see yourself and everyone else around you differently.
In this episode, we'll dive into scientific terms and get through them together! This episode is based on a research paper by David Moscovitch, where he outlines the 4 types of social anxiety based on the "fatal flaw" we all see in ourselves. Truthfully, you might experience all four types of social anxiety or just one, depending upon what you're most afraid of revealing.
- If you're curious to read the study by David Moskovitch, follow this link
- Here's Ellen Hendriksen's book "How to Be Yourself."
I'd love to hear what type(s) of social anxiety you have, so drop me a line!
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Social anxiety is like an unstable teenager taking over the reins.
It's irrational, demanding, attention-seeking, and, above all else, excruciatingly annoying. You never know when it will explode in your face (and in which manner) and how it will make you look.
Like a teenager, social anxiety is multi-faceted (in this article, we will identify the four types of social anxiety). While it might feel like pure chaos, ultimately, it boils down to one or two reasons why it's acting the way it does.
For example, you might feel social anxiety while conversing with a close friend, yet it's nowhere to be seen when you need to ask a stranger for sunscreen because you're a silly willy who goes to the beach without it.
Huh? It's not chaotic; you have a different reason for acting one way versus the other.
Don't worry; we'll make it make sense in just a little bit. But before we do that, let's add another layer. As we move through the different stages of life, we'll move between the four types of social anxiety (even experiencing a few simultaneously).
Something that was once easy for us to achieve is now a mountain to climb. Things like eating out alone, asking for directions, attending a networking event, or texting a friend.
Like a teenager, it springs upon us unexpectedly. It has us searching for the previous younger version we're comfortable with. Where's the kid I once knew?!
This might revolutionize how you think about social anxiety (hold your horses now!): it's not so much the situation that creates your social anxiety but what you think will happen while you're, you know, socializing.
In her book "How to Be Yourself," Ellen Hendriksen discusses the BIG REVEAL. Namely, your social anxiety protects you (by helping you avoid what you fear), so no one finds out about your dirty secret. What that dirty secret is, only you know. But now you're worried everyone else will know.
I'll let you know my "dirty secret": I'm not the intellectual I see myself as being. Maybe because I get tongue-tied, forget a word, misuse one due to being trilingual, or I think I got through life by sheer luck.
In scientific terms, this would be labeled as the "inability to convey a desired social impression." Yep, that's me.
For over a decade, I walked around without fail, believing that I was boring. I had nothing to say and was incompetent due to my awkwardness. Since that wasn't the impression I wanted to make, I overcompensated and let social anxiety guide me.
David Moscovitch, the author of "What Is the Core Fear in Social Phobia? A New Model to Facilitate Individualized Case Conceptualization and Treatment", states in his published paper that the four dimensions of social anxiety boil down to these criteria:
- Feared stimulus (this is your dirty secret/big reveal/fatal flaw you're trying to hide). For example, you find yourself shaking while conducting a presentation. Another way to look at it is that a feared stimulus is the THING that triggers your social anxiety.
- Feared consequence associated with the stimulus (this is the catastrophe that's waiting for you should the stimulus be activated). For example, everyone will notice you're shaking; thus, you shouldn't be up there.
- Fear triggers and contexts (these are threatening social situations), such as being interviewed by a panel or asked to present what you've been working on.
- Fear-related avoidance, escape, and safety behaviors (how do you act in the face of this stimulus and the consequences you fear so much happening?). For example, you might put your hands in your pocket.
Raise your hand if, all this time, you've been doing your best to avoid being negatively evaluated, rejected, embarrassed, and losing social status without genuinely considering the root cause of WHY these outcomes might happen.
You might think that being negatively judged or rejected is your FEARED STIMULI (see #1 above), but they are your FEARED CONSEQUENCES (see #2 above). These are the things that you think will happen once people find out your dirty secret.
This tells us that it's not the situation or the stimulus that makes you feel social anxiety; it's what you THINK the consequence/outcome of the problem will be that's getting to you.
Let's clarify what all this means in human terms.
Suppose you believe you fall short of others' expectations of you and feel inadequate/awkward/stupid (feared stimuli). In that case, you'll do anything to avoid running into situations (fear-related avoidance) that might expose you (the big reveal). This is why you might not have a problem asking for sunscreen, but you don't feel comfortable being vulnerable to your friend.
Because what happens when you're exposed? People will judge you negatively; you might be embarrassed (feared consequences).
Now, we get to the core of it all. David Moscovitch, in his research, concludes that everyone with social anxiety can be placed into four boxes based on the feared stimulus.
These are what we now know to be the four types of social anxiety.
You'll find a type to relate to no matter who you are, your background, or your experiences. You'll probably relate to more than one, as these are interconnected. Each type of social anxiety is the dirty secret/fatal flaw/big reveal you're trying to hide.
Notice how each type of social anxiety centers around a DEFICIENCY you think you have (compared to your friends or society).
1. Skills-driven (perceived flaws in social skills and behaviors)
This type of social anxiety is when you feel your social skills are not up to par. The world crashes every time you stutter, forget your name, or get emotional, making you feel awkward and misunderstood. You feel like the awkward one who hasn't yet figured out how to do life while everyone else is cruising by, high-fiving each other.
Sorry, no high fives for you.
You're worried you don't know how to properly carry a conversation as a mature adult should or that you missed the memo on how not to overshare yet still be vulnerable enough to build a genuine connection.
Here are some of the "dirty secrets" associated with this type of social anxiety: you have nothing to say, you'll do/say something stupid, you'll offend someone, and you'll misbehave.
If this sounds like you, try to drill down into what makes you think you suck at your social skills and why that would be the case. Many studies show that just because you feel anxious or awkward doesn't mean that's how others perceive you.
2. Symptoms-driven (perceived flaws in concealing potentially visible signs of anxiety)
This type of social anxiety is attributed to your physical symptoms (while experiencing stimuli). The idea that you have anxiety over your anxiety. So if you're in a social situation and start sweating, you'll be anxious about the sweat. Or the blushing. Or the shakes. You'll think everyone can see your struggle and judge you for it (negatively).
If you see someone attractive a few feet away and become anxious about them, noticing that you notice them, you might blush or shake. You'll further zone in upon that physical symptom, making it worse.
The truth is that these physiological symptoms we're experiencing lie solely within our bodies and are not visible externally. We think people can see how high our heartbeat is or the sweat between our boobs.
Here is the "dirty secret" associated with this type of social anxiety: you cannot control or hide your anxiety (which will be revealed as truth via blushing or sweating, for example).
If this sounds like you, remember that most people are too consumed with their anxieties and thoughts to pay close attention to your physical changes. They might be so subtle and gradual, making it impossible for someone to notice. If you're focusing too much on the symptoms themselves, try to avert your thoughts toward something or someone else.
3. Appearance-driven (perceived flaws in physical appearance)
This type of social anxiety is in line with body image issues (along the spectrum of body dysmorphia). You're worried everyone can see your most personal flaws (crooked nose, asymmetrical face, disproportionate weight, messy hair, and so on) and judge you behind your back.
You probably have a more negative view of your appearance than anyone else around you. It makes sense because it's the focus of your attention, which lends you to believe that that's what everyone else is also focusing on.
The underlying "dirty secret" here is that whatever "flaw" you have is a reflection on you. Depending on the "flaw," you believe people will think you're lazy, unorganized, indifferent, or without shame.
These "flaws" in physical appearance become associated with some underlying meaning you give, making it hard to think otherwise about them.
If this sounds like you, try your best to overwrite your thoughts about your "flaw." The more you try to conceal it, the more attention you'll bring to it, so try to disconnect by reminding yourself that everyone has something they wish they could change about themselves. It's normal.
4. Character-driven (perceived personality-related flaws)
This type of social anxiety is when you feel like your entire personality sucks and everyone thinks the same (hence why it's so hard to make friends). That you're too boring, stupid, or not cool to hang out with. You probably think you're incompetent at your job, and even if someone were to ask you about it, you wouldn't know what to say.
This is a sneaky type of social anxiety you must watch out for because it can seep into your bones and make you believe what you think. No one is witty, funny, confident, and so on all the time. Chances are that the people you meet are just normal, ordinary.
Here is the "dirty secret" associated with this type of social anxiety: that you're boring, stupid, not cool, or not funny.
If this sounds like you, remember that you're not a comedian. Your job isn't to create stories and jokes to keep people entertained. Your presence, kind words, and thoughtful questions are enough for people to value you and want to be around you.
To truly understand the power of this knowledge, think of it this way: once you know your dirty secret/big reveal/fatal flaw, you can pinpoint the situations where you're more likely to be exposed.
For example, if you think you're boring, you'll probably try to avoid situations where you must give information about yourself away (dating scenes, happy hours, one-on-one conversations). Then, to avoid being exposed, you'll avoid such situations altogether or use coping mechanisms such as asking the other person many questions, censoring your thoughts, or over-rehearsing what you will say before speaking.
This information is golden because you know what to work with and can seek help to improve your life and well-being instead of relying on safety behaviors).
I hope this post has made you think a little more about your social anxiety and how you experience it. I'd love to hear which type or types of social anxiety you have, and if you're ready, we can start working on clearing out your dirty secret.